On Friday, my partner (fiancé, actually) broke up with me.
One week before we were going to move. Days before my exams began.
He doesn't love me as much any more, and he believes he'd lose his friends and family if he moved with me.
But I've been pressing on. I've kept on studying. I had one exam today, and I aced it.
My friends and family have been a great help. They've been supportive and caring and reasonable.
My sister has called me every day since it happened.
I just feel lost and hopeless.
He really truly loved me and I don't know what changed.
And he never told me.
I will move on. I'll give it time though.
I've become interested in someone new, but I'll give it a few months to make sure I don't rebound.
It wouldn't be fair to them if I was just transferring my feelings. It could fade. it might not.
We'll see.
P.S. Check out my good friend J-E-Wilson. He just signed up today. He has some great photos to share from travels all over the place. He just has yet to put them up. The waterfall photograph below is his work.
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Lyrics of the Week
Cut me down
But it's you who'll have further to fall
Ghost town and haunted love
Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones
I'm talking loud not saying much
I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium
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Motivation, and how to come by it
Returning to DeviantArt
Hi there.
It's been quite some time since I've had the motivation/time to sit down and really go through DeviantArt again. I may not be able to stick around for a long time, but I am downloading the app onto my tablet as I type this so I can at least try to stay on top of my notifications. I logged on this morning and the cumulative 2 years worth of notifications was insane. I still feel horrible that I had to just remove them all, as there was no way I would get through them and I wanted a clean slate.
I just wanted to touch on a few things, so that anyone who stumbles onto my page or gets this journal in their notifications can know what
And now for something completely different
This week I want to take some time to feature some artists I've come across in the past few days.
You may be familiar with these lads and ladies, while others are relatively new to the scene.
~MalvaAlcea (https://www.deviantart.com/malvaalcea)
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Wise as an owl?
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Daylesford was lovely, thank you for asking.
But anyways...
2 different people have called me wise in the past week.
That makes no sense at all to me.
I'm no wiser than the next person, I just think too much. :XD:
My laptop still hasn't been fixed.
Everyone's too busy, and it will take a long time.
Since the first thing we'll be trying to fix it is reformatting.
For those familiar with computer trouble, you will agree that reformatting can be a great, big, mean... female dog.
My hard drive could crash any day now, as the more I use it the more likely it is too die.
I'm tempting fat
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